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paint your love
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i'll betaking my time
take these chances and turn them around
because i cannot let myself regret again



SWEET HATRED

when it rains...

I want my world to be in clouds
i want this memories to be kept
this miracle will be locked
and no one will have to know



WAITING

ignorance

i'm not going anywhere



that's what you get

Sae
Beverley
muzi
3e2
syazwani
vincent
wei keat
adeline
gregory
Jian Hui
Ivy
Mrs Teo
tina
Sharyl
Jia Xuan
Jasmine
Shermin
Jearl
Gek Heong
Jocelyn
ferrone
Xiu Rong
ming hao
jing jie
licheng
lishan
kelly
coffee
Felicia
ChunHui
Xue Qun
Dickson



i wonder....

if heaven is beautiful...
if the world is so perfect...
if music notes are really black and not purpur...
if games really are fun...
if i forget everyone i know...
if i can stop saying "if".

i'm dreaming again

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GO GO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i've seen words that don't belong 5:31 AM


Saturday, November 21, 2009

today's service was great!
=D
Reverant Casey Treat was seriously a one-of-a-kind treat!
hahaha!!!




and mostly,
i got to see my one and only Vincent!
and seriously, long time no see!




finally, i understood that the job thing was not given to me,
not because God is against me,
but me not ready to take on this competition.
i just got to wait,
and not rush the works of God!
because God got a plan for me!
and no path of His will ever lead to a dead end!!!!
God is good!
hahaha!



i suddenly feel so in love with God again!
=))


plus,
i promised God at the beginning of the holidays,
that i will go church twice a week!
so i will!
=)
until i am strong enough to enter the marketplace.







i am waiting and praying for You, Lord........
oh, and i love You!

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i've seen words that don't belong 6:35 AM


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

man.
if i really am called,
then this year will be the year of my very FIRST job!!!
how cool is that?
haha.


i love it!


however,
the question is: will Uniqolo call me?
oh man!!!
Dear God,
i pray that Susana, Jasmine and I will be called for this job together!
Amen!





ahhh!
have been going to the gym to shed off some calories
=)
i will be going to look better than ever!!!!
muahahaha!!!


good luck to you too, wani!
this holiday will be a life-changing camp.

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i've seen words that don't belong 3:13 AM


Friday, November 13, 2009

hihihi!!!!
the exams are SERIOUSLY finally over!!!!
it's like just yesterday we came together to study for O'levels....
the next thing you know, it's over.
=))
i don't really know if i will miss all these......
hey hey!!!
pictures for the barbecue on the 13th November, Friday....
evil!!!!!!! wani and her craziness!
aiya, cannot catch susana!!!!
Junfa cutting his Kiwi.... now we really got nothing to eat.
the babe making melted chocolate.... that looks like curry, seriously! haha!
look at dear wani, so happy because she proved junfa she could cut Kiwi properly!
muahz!
don't fall down ah, susana!
my babe, susana!
Taylor Sim playing her guitar....=))) love the Hayley-hair!
kelly found the kittens, and i found the prettiest one. hehe.
ackk!!! don't do anything horrible, sheena!!!
i love her soooooooo much!
smile over here!!!
kitten!!!!
hey!!! we found the make-up kit!!!!

my eyes are too small, i'm wearing purple eyeshadow... PURPLE!!!
blurry... but i look good. hahaa
i'll miss her so damn much.....
jordan, you're seriously killing me.
WANI!!! LOOK OUT!!!
tsk tsk. last minute work never prevails. muahahhaa!!!
susana, pretty in mascara and stuff, chewing on some hot-dogs!
we're bored. this is all we have left to play with. hahahaa.
it was fun and all.
because this is most probably the last time to see some of them...
like Muna...
=(((
and to feel like the first day of life together.
this is going to be hard,
but i admit...
i do really will miss 4E2......
haha.

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i've seen words that don't belong 11:34 PM



i cannot believe it!
i'm back.
hahaha!!!!
got hooked onto Sims 2 and since it was exam period,
i completely forgotten my blog's existence.
sigh.




many things happened during this period,
well, alot for me,
but there are things that should not be the same.
however,
what if it does?




that everything, despite distance, will still be the same?
it seriously hurts,
because all i wanted was you.
if only.





if only.....

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i've seen words that don't belong 11:25 PM


Wednesday, October 14, 2009

i scraped my knees while I was praying
And found a demon in my, safest haven
Seems like it's getting harder to believe in anything
Than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts



I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in the pride
To see nothing in the light
But turn it off in all my spite, in all my spite
I'll turn it off



And the worst part is, before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
Then in the freefall I will realise
I'm better off when I hit the bottom



The tragedy it seems I'm ending
I'm watching everyone I looked up to break and bending
We're taking shortcuts and false illusions
Just to come out the hero



Well I can see behind the curtain
The wheels are cranking turning
It's all wrong the way we're working
Towards a goal, that's nonexistent, it's nonexistent
But we just keep believing



And the worst part is, before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
Then in the freefall I will realise
I'm better off when I hit the bottom




I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in the pride
To see nothing in the light
But turn it off in all my spite, in all my spite
I'll turn it off



Just turn it off
Again
Again, again



And the worst part is, before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
Then in the freefall I will realise
I'm better off when I hit the bottom



And the worst part is, before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
Then in the freefall I will realise
I'm better off when I hit the bottom






the best song ever!!!
i just adore the lyrics...
=))

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i've seen words that don't belong 4:08 AM


Saturday, October 3, 2009

noooo way!!!!
when chorlin and i went to tiong bahru,
there was like europeans!!!!
and not just one or two,
there was like ten!!!!!
and i did not even know!!!
my heart was like hammering in my ribcage everytime they smile at me!!!
so scary....
but they are sooooo cute!!!!
picture time!
thomas
robert pattinson's "cousin".
michael.... jordan.... or both????
durians!!!!
thomas: ummm.... should i?????
love those people!!!
they're all pretty sweet.
=)
and i even know the first german!!!!
he has like grey eyes,
with clean blend of grey and blonde hair!
perfect!!!!!!!!!!!!
he's so cute!
arghhhhh......
hahahaha!!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 6:41 PM