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paint your love
the final score

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i'll betaking my time
take these chances and turn them around
because i cannot let myself regret again



SWEET HATRED

when it rains...

I want my world to be in clouds
i want this memories to be kept
this miracle will be locked
and no one will have to know



WAITING

ignorance

i'm not going anywhere



that's what you get

Sae
Beverley
muzi
3e2
syazwani
vincent
wei keat
adeline
gregory
Jian Hui
Ivy
Mrs Teo
tina
Sharyl
Jia Xuan
Jasmine
Shermin
Jearl
Gek Heong
Jocelyn
ferrone
Xiu Rong
ming hao
jing jie
licheng
lishan
kelly
coffee
Felicia
ChunHui
Xue Qun
Dickson



i wonder....

if heaven is beautiful...
if the world is so perfect...
if music notes are really black and not purpur...
if games really are fun...
if i forget everyone i know...
if i can stop saying "if".

i'm dreaming again

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i still try***

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Friday, August 21, 2009

oooh!
i went bishan KFC with dear wani!
it was fun!


we both talked,
understand more about each other....
it was nice to know that she treats me as a good friend like i do.
=)
hahahaha!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 9:26 PM



man!
lots of things happened in this long blasted week!



one,
i was thinking about him longer than usual....
i always wish that he was noticing me...
you know you know,
some wishful thinking.



two,
dear wani was always bugging me to get a prom date!
and yeah,
how many times should i reply," NO!"??
haha!!




three,
wani fought with her other good friend....
it's sad to know,
and although it is not my right to say anything,
but i think wani's friend is mostly at fault.
she has to know that the whole world is not evolving around herself.


wani has a life too,
and her feelings are equally as important to me as yours to his.
he can hate wani to hell for all i care,
maybe even me,
but wani will still be quite right.




four,
i learnt how to make roses!!!!
yay!!!
thanks to sweet old jasmine!
=)




and lastly,
the best thing in the whole week,
i have forgotten him!
man,
it feels like i have done 100 Ten Year Series,
and now,
i have finally completed the last page!
hahahahhaa!!!

trust me,
one Ten Year Series is enough.
hahahaha!!!




well,
will be having cell group meeting at clarke quay!
woo hoo!
hahahaha!!!



time to worship the Lord!

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i've seen words that don't belong 12:48 AM


Sunday, August 16, 2009

once again,
sunday is here,
service is on...
but this time,
it is S.O.T. graduation!



the day where those from bible school graduate and leave for the marketplace.
=)



but this year,
unlike every year when they get all(300 over) graduates to slowly get their certificates on stage,
they showed off the talents of the S.OT. people's talents.
drums, preachings, miracles, speeches!
wow!!!
way better!




the boy who rapped was just smoking!
hahaha!!!
he dyed his fringe and the bottom of his hair white!
like his hair was half consumed by fire...
white fire.
cool!
hahaha!!
i want mine partly purple.
hehe.



then,
after service,
chorlin, melvin, melvin's friend and i went bishan library!
mel's friend, jonathan, is funny!
at first, quiet,
then, weird but funny.
hahahaha!!
jeff, chorlin, melvin, jonathan and I were practically cracking up in the mrt to bishan!
hahahahha!!
fun!




aw well...
back to moshi monster!
i got hooked thanks to syazwani jami!
hahaha!!


see you alllll!!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 5:01 AM


Saturday, August 15, 2009

paramore latest video is finally here!!!!!!!!!!!
ignorance!!!
go their website and FIND IT now!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gogogogo!!!
hahahha!!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 7:21 AM


Thursday, August 13, 2009

oh man!!
if you read that guitars are easy to play,
easy to learn,
or if other friends also say that,
it's like SO not true!!!
argh!!!
i am so bad in guitars!!!
=(((




oh man!!
i cannot focus on my studies!!!
man!!
i think it's because of art!!!
mmm...
my art is getting better...
haha!!



i painted well...
thanks to God!!!
He listened to my prayers and blessed me!!
thanks alot, God!!
=D




oh man!!
i suddenly feel like learning the drums!!!
after the day with felicia,
her enthusiasm for drums passed to me!!!
sian!!!


but it's so...
nice!!!
i love the feeling,
the rush of energy and authority!
the whole band must learn to the drums in order to play you know??
haha!


thanks, sujun, for sharing the joy with me!
haha!


aiya,
junfa sick!
tsk,
who ask him to always say wani weak!
his karma has arrived!
hehehe...
but any-oh-hows,
to junfa: TAKE CARE!!!!!!!



oh dear,
my birthday is coming soon!!
hahahaha!!
load the presents!
hahahaha!


oh no!
i'm not sure what to get for dear susana.....
=(
think think!!
no...
PRAY PRAY!!!
hahahha!




okay,
this whole post is rubbish!
so, i had better end here....



P.S. english oral next week!!
GO GO!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 6:08 AM


Monday, August 10, 2009

okay,
this year, a.k.a. 2009, national day is the best!!!!



well,
it did not start out well,
mom was going out with her sisters and brothers
so chor lin and i were stuck at home...
then,
since there is no strikeforce for eugenia and felicia
(strikeforce is performing in national day),
we decided to go watch the fireworks at esplanade together!
sounds way better than sitting at home doing nothing....
way better...
and sam and melvin decided to tag along!


at first,
it was a study-till-8pm-outing...
but felicia called a jamming shop and we went off to jamming!!!!
here!
pictures speak a million words!















national day in church... then off to china town!
a back alley at chinaown... hmm... picture time!






eugenia!! the camera is here!!
oops! she found it!
haha!!! clueless!!
finally! no more laughter!
SEXY!
run like the wind, sammy!
hey, babe. coffee, tea or me?

haha!!! wa!! back view so nice, front view so ugly!!! jkjk!!!!!
cheeeeese!
jump shot!!! and smile too, okies???
happy national day, singapore!!!!
ummm... ok.......
like that?? no???
ok, i am COMPLETELY clueless!!!
ack!! dead people!!!
ok, boys, let's go let's go..... sorry ah! XD
wait!! JUST ONE MORE!!!
ok,
after photo session at the back alleys of chinatown....
the jamming begins!!!!!!!
up up and away!!!!
mmm.... clueless in the dim room...
yes!! got the lights on!!
waaa!! eugenia on the drums lehhhhh
oh no!!! how to play!!!!!!???
got it!!! coolness!!!
felicia!!! how to play!!!??
let the pro do the work!
bang it!!!
sam on the guitar??? hahahha!!
felicia!! you look so professional from here!!
truthfully, i was drooling on this picture! sorry, mel! hahaha!!
toilet break... the kitchen had all these captions! coolness!
we found another band set with a much wider place!!! picture time!!!
i want nobody nobody but... huh huh???? once again, i am clueless!!
o no!! hidden camera over there!! haha!!!
the whole thing was fun!!
plain plain fun!!!
melvin was a universe different from what he was in church...
not guai and shy,
just crazy and handsome!
hahahahaa!!!
sam was as usual,
loud and funny!
but this time,
LOUDER and funnier!!!
eugenia was shocking!
from a scary, emo girl,
became a sweet, not-shy babe!!!
sexy!!!!!
hahahhaa!!!
amazing!!!!
so many things can be discovered from fellowship!
hahahahhaa!!!
and so,
after jamming,
runaway to esplanade!!!
but we could not make it to the fireworks....
so,
we took the pledge in marina square!!!

my last but beautiful masterpiece for the day!!!!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 2:38 AM


Saturday, August 8, 2009

this is taken for the magazine.
well,
looks like it turned out to be a damn huge success,
thanks to ol' jasmine hong nera!
hahaha!!!
the missing people here: wani and susana...



this photo is taken by dear samuel.
ok,
i have to admit,
samuel is not so bad,
90% weird,
but 10% sweet.
hahahha!!!







this is the birthday cake for my brother!!!
a.k.a. kor kor!
hahahahaha!!!
it's alot of little cakes brought together...
brilliant!



saw it at breadtalk,
where a lady made something like it...
and it's like puzzle pieces,
brought together to have a full picture!!!
amazing!





this is all...
church time!!!


i've seen words that don't belong 7:13 PM


Thursday, August 6, 2009

yay!!!!!!!!!
holiday!!!!!!
sleep, eat, study....
but cannot diet.
sian.




i tend to eat alot at home!
hahahahha!!!!
hmmm....



oh no!
pet society cannot open!!!
looks like i got nothing to do for awhile.
=/



and youtube cannot open!
ack!!!!
die die die!!!
hahahaha!!!




maybe i should change my blogskin...
again!
=D


i've seen words that don't belong 11:02 PM



i don't think i can forget,
to love.
to hate.
to miss.



this is the best thing that had ever happened to me,
and i don't want this to end.
but it had to.



i cannot accept that the change is good.
i cannot.
never want to.




i hate myself for this.



i want to treat you like another stranger,
but i do not dare to try,
just contemplate.


help.

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i've seen words that don't belong 4:03 AM


Wednesday, August 5, 2009





the class photo is FINALLY taken!!
ahhh!
hahahaha!!!
but the saddest thing is that my best friend,
aka syazwani,
is the only person that never come.
my sad heart is broken!
piang piang!
hahahahaa!!!
=(

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i've seen words that don't belong 6:35 AM



wow.
i really have to thank God for this!



today,
i actually drew finish the whole canvas,
note: it is a little bigger than a huge window pane.
and yes,
it took me one and half hour,
adding the screaming and tears when i went out of shape.





and dear ms yvonne said i must redo again...
and not only that,
redo it on a very small canvas.
well,
i want mine paranoma shape(rectangle) but she wanted it square!!!!
i was frustrated,
seriously not knowing what to do!




i prayed for help,
and clearly,
it was not working!


just then,
junfa came,
his presence so silent,
i did not notice him.
and when i did,
i told him my frustration and sadness,
(it's very long, ok?),
and he listened!




okay,
i don't know if he actually did,
but he sat there to.
and that was nice.
=)


and he told me,"do it."
and yeah, i did.
i was motivated, suddenly.
over nothing.




and then,
i found out.
God listened to my prayer and helped me get help!
yes!!!
hahahahhaa!!!!





and he made dear old GOH JUNFA to help poor old me!
hahaha!!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 5:08 AM


Sunday, August 2, 2009

aw man!!!
fever!
hahaha.
it's kind of good too though,
i get to catch up on my TVs and computer!
hahahha!!!



oh man,
IGNORANCE by paramore is soooo nice!
ha cha cha!!!
hahahaha!!!
ignorance is your new best friend!





ow,
my whole body is so tired.
and i feel so darn giddy....
=(
maybe i will take a little nap soon...
=P


hope won't grow fat again.
hahhaha.


oh man!
i think i am hooked on tarzan...
hahahha.
he is so cute!
hahahahha!!!
dude,
eight packs lehh!!!!
hahahahhaa!!!
*drool*


hahaha!!!
back to pet society!
cheerio!


i've seen words that don't belong 9:36 PM


Saturday, August 1, 2009

oh no oh no!!!
i think i am going to be sick...
=(
sad sad.
haha.



i'm going gaga!!
I WANT TO GO SERVICE!!!
bored, exhausted, sad, angry.
everything!!!!


it's like i forgot my charger and died forgotten....
i must wait!!!
next sunday!
you can do it, chormay.......




you can.......

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i've seen words that don't belong 11:49 PM



if i'm a bad person,
you don't like me
i guess i'll go, make my own way
its a circle
a mean cycle
i can't excite you anymore
where's your gavel? your jury?
what's my offense this time?
you're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
well sentence me to another life




don't wanna hear your sad songs
i don't wanna feel your pain
when you swear its all my fault
cause you know were not the same
oh were not the same
the friends who stuck together
we wrote our names in blood
but i guess you cant accept that the change is good
its good



you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out



ignorance is your new best friend



this is the best thing that could've happened
any longer and i wouldn't have made it
it's not a war no, its not a rapture
i'm just a person but you can't take it
the same tricks that once fooled me
they won't get you anywhere
i'm not the same kid from your memory
now i can fend for myself




don't wanna hear your sad songs
i dont wanna feel your pain
when you swear its all my fault
cause you know were not the same
oh were not the same
we used to stick together
we wrote our names in blood
but i guess you can't accept that the change is good
its good




you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out



ignorance is your new best friend




you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out




the latest and amazing song by PARAMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 5:59 AM



festival of praise....
wow!!!!!!!!!
i did not take any pictures...
too dark.
hahaha!



ok,
there is something to confess.
i thought bob fitts, the worshipper, was 60 over years old.
but not really laa.
hahahha.


his songs are boring and oldie,
but his voice is.... wow!
cool.
hahaha.




true worshippers were not as nice as the first time they came to CHC,
but they still rock the whole stadium down!!!
hahahahha!!!!
chorlin's new friends are nice!!!
hui ling especially.
hahahhaa...




although they talk very soft.
hahaha....


chin hee came too.
hahaha,
he got a haircut.
and it looks as though he went through a tornado.
hahaha.
messy much.




mom got angry because we reached home at 12am.
but it is seriously not our fault.
the crowd gathered at the bus stop before, at and after the stadium!
oh man!!!!!!!!
haha....




but she wants us to go for sunday service only....
=((((
i just love to hate her for this.




i miss God already..........

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i've seen words that don't belong 5:42 AM