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Sunday, May 31, 2009

books are so alive.
so real.

almost able to open another dimension and bring you to another life.

i experience that in libraries and all.
but the one i love most is the book warehouse fair at AMK!
the books are so.... nice!!!!!
like they are talking to me!
hahaha!

if i could,
i would want to have them all!
oh man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am delirious!!
hahahahaa~~

well,
on the same day,
i went studying with my sis and a friend.
i was pretty restless.
the restlessness is surely caused by the fair.
and that i cannot stop.
hahahahhaa!!!!

F.Y.I.: i bought two very amazing, nice, exciting AND cheap novels!
hahaa!!!

don't worry,
it's new.
=D

oooh!!
got to go!!
my sista and i are composing songs!!
will post it up if it is not so damn crappy!
hahahahaha!!!
muahz

Labels: books are alive

i've seen words that don't belong 5:39 AM

Friday, May 29, 2009

aw man!!!!!!!!!
i just got some kind of stomach flu!
sad isn't it?

the ice cream my dearest mama bought 3 days ago gave it to me.
it's infuriating that the rest of my family did not get it!!!!
oooooooooh!

man.
this ache is not only killing me,
it's giving me a sweat bath!
i think i have just sweated out 2 buckets of sweat!!!!
sigh....

ooh man!!
however even in my pain,
the new doctor i visited was damn bloody good-looking!!!!!
hahahahaa!!!

well,
last time,
because my mama said he is a bad doctor,
i do not go to him for treatments.
and since his name sounds so oldish,
i thought he would be pretty old and ugly.
but,
whoa mama!
hahahahaha!!!

ew,
i am crushing on my doctor.
ewX1000.
hahahahaa!!!

aw man!!
now i cannot go for my popular sales fair at expo and church!!
=/
hahaha!!!
man...
i want to go out.

Labels: bring out the party, i am bored

i've seen words that don't belong 2:29 AM

Thursday, May 28, 2009

oh man!
OH MAN!!!!
the dream that i had always dreamt of,
has COME TRUE!!
hahaha!!

well,
to be clearer,
i promised sujun like last year(think so) that i will paint her taylor swift.

well,
due to lack of trainings,
sian-ness,
television,
computer,
homeworks,
i put it off and off.

and then,
after i saw the light,
and the light is getting an A2 for art!!!

i decided to practise again!!!
hahaha!!!

it took me alot of sweat(seriously),
pain(the paintbrush fault)
and anger(i tore one painting already),
i finally got the good part of me back!!!!

AND i got taylor swift portrait done!!!

i think it is sucky,
but mom and sis said it's not bad.

well,
at least my sis did not actually say anything,
so yeah,
it's good.
hahahahaha!!!!!
=P

yay!!!
my art is finally well again!!
go go go!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha!!!

oops!!!
my favourite show is on!!!!

Labels: my work is done here

i've seen words that don't belong 4:45 AM

Sunday, May 24, 2009

yup.
mike connell's laughter, prayers, voices just scares me.
even his silent presence scares me!

you know...
when he said he wanted to go around the auditorium praying for people,
he, like, MEANT it.

he began making demons manifesting after praise and worship
and it is scaring the hell off me!

i am not the type that stands infront of a live TV and BAM onto the ground.
once,
he even said,"oops, cover-up!"
embarrassing much?

but from what my sister said,
it is quite a privillege to be prayed for...

mmm....
yeah,
true,
but my mind still thinks otherwise.
hehehee.....

today went out with mi sister!!!
fun!!!!
shop till we drop!!!!
=P

i seriously cannot think if she was to disappear and leave me alone.....
all alone in this world....
=/
yea,
i hate her at times,
but i will never let her go for life....

mmm....
i wonder why i said that.
hahahaha!!!!!!
it just came out of me.
odd.

aw well.

ooooh!!!!
saw an amazing shirt in O'livia or something like that.
=P
i will get my hands on it!!!!!!!!
I SWEAR!!!

joking.............

i think.

hahahahhaa!!!!!

oh yeah,
and franklin rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahhahaa!!!!!!!!!!

toodles for now~~

Labels: a great way to end a week. shopping

i've seen words that don't belong 5:43 AM

Monday, May 18, 2009

if i'm a bad person, you don't like me
i guess i'll go, make my own way
it's a circlea mean cycle
i can't excite you anymore
where's your gavel? your jury?
what's my offense this time?
you're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
well sentence me to another life.

don't wanna hear your sad songs
i don't wanna feel your pain
when you swear it's all my fault
cause you know we're not the same
oh we're not the same
the friends who stuck together
we wrote our names in blood
but i guess you can't accept that the change is good
it's good.

you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll goi best be on my way out
ignorance is your new best friend

this is the best thing that could've happened
any longer and i wouldn't have made it
it's not a war no, it's not a rapture
i'm just a person but you can't take it
the same tricks that once fooled me
they won't get you anywhere
i'm not the same kid from your memory
now i can fend for myself

don't wanna hear your sad songs
i don't wanna feel your pain
when you swear it's all my fault
cause you know we're not the same
oh we're not the same
we used to stick together
we wrote our names in blood
but i guess you can't accept that the change is good
it's good

you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir i guess i'll go
i best be on my way out

ignorance is your new best friend

you treat me just like another stranger
well it's nice to meet you sir
i guess i'll goi best be on my way out

so this is the song!!
very excited!!
new song!!!
=P
ignorance by paramore!!!

today was fine...
i hate the intensive chinese stuff.
i cannot get to see wani, susana and gina!!!
okay,
and the stupid jokes of wolverine.

hahaha!!!!!

i flunked mi e-maths.
and trust me.
a-maths is not better.
but good thing susana's secret weapon will be here.
so i can use it too!
hahaha!!!!

well...
i got a Dan Brown Deception Point and i am not afraid to use it!
haha!!!
TO THE TCM LAIR~~~!!!

Labels: god blesses by me and me only

i've seen words that don't belong 5:32 AM

Sunday, May 17, 2009

warning: long post
exams ended!!
or did i say that already?
haha!

so anyway.
i went church two times this week.

first one is with muna.
wani, muna and i went to samsul's concert on sat.
it's well boring.

and dear wani made me leave my house at like 9.45am.
it starts at 2.45pm you know?

meanwhile,
from 10 to 12pm,
wani and i met samsul and his friend, umm... Naz?
i called him the Nazi.
it's like easier and he looks like a German.
haha!
he reminds me of an evolved gorilla.
oooh.
spooky.
hahahaha!
jkjk.

so anyways.
wani and i walked around,
got the message that muna is coming at 2pm
and walked somemore.

we even went to clarke quay and shop for awhile!
central is like so big!
and i love it there coz riverwalk's over there!!
we even took pics!
hahahaha!!
very cute!
=P

muna FINALLY came.
and off we went to the concert.
seriously.
it's not a concert, it's not worth a single cent and it's seriously boring.
the place is so damn dark and so damn ew.
i hate it.

but samsul's guitar skills are nice.
seven colors of the rainbow is an amazing song.
haha!

then,
since muna is going to airport to fetch a friend,
i went service so i could go with her.
the service was confusing, tiring and crazy.
a guy behind me kept screaming and farting.
it stinks like mad.

muna and i went to airport(finally)
but her friend(can i call him stupid?) left for home.
muna was pissed and i was pisser.
he is so dumb.
i know he is tired but can't he WAIT?
bastard much?
(sorry, muna.)
poor muns.
=(

second one is with my sis on sunday,
which is today,
i went to jog in the morning.
4minutes for first round,
a slow crazy jog for second.
and a fartleg(SP?) for third.
fartleg is when you jog half and sprint half.
stupid much.

then,
my sis literally forced me to go church with her.
but it was good.
i manged to actually make sense of what happened on yesterday's service.
so, yeah.
hahah!!!

dinner was sushi!
(it's frankly nice and disgusting)
and now,
i am here.

looks like my study plan for today was ruined.
but it is good!
=D

however,
even if mid years is over,
the big one is coming!!!!!!!

hell X2!!!!

Labels: start of another hell

i've seen words that don't belong 4:35 AM

i think my name should be Karma.
because everything, repeat, EVERYTIME i like someone,
that guy would either be sick, change church or move to another school whatsoever.

this is getting out of hand!!

let's back track:
i like a guy from NPCC and he graduated.
i like a church guy and he changed cell.
i liked ANOTHER church guy and his leader forbids me to meet him or something like that.
i like one boy and he changed church.
i like another but he had a job so it restrainted him from coming church or meetings.
now i like another and he was sick so this week he did not come at all.

don't be surprised he is moving to Korea by tonight.

DON'T BE.

this sucks.
but it's like God is jealous so he is pushing away any potential steads.
damn it.

but it's a little good because i can focus on O'levels.
hehe.

but it still sucks.

Labels: it sucks to be jinx

i've seen words that don't belong 4:24 AM

Saturday, May 9, 2009

mothers' day.
yippeeeeee.
hahaha!!!

Labels: television time

i've seen words that don't belong 8:23 AM

Friday, May 8, 2009

SIM SU JUN IS HOMO!!!
REAPEAT:
SIM SU JUN IS HOMO!

jkjk

Labels: hahaha... jkjk

i've seen words that don't belong 8:08 AM

no no NO way!
Taylor swift's video is so damn beautiful!

i love the way she marker-message to her neighbour, a.k.a. popular boy in school!
she is so damn cute!

and i love her huge glasses(i don't want to wear it though)...
how she dances in her room!
how she changes her clothes and all!
hahahhaa!!!

i have got to say the director of this music video is... VERY creative????
hahahhahaha!!!!
=P
sigh.......................

she wears high heels,
i wear sneakers,
she 's cheer captain and i'm on the bleachers..............

hahahahhaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: you belong with me

i've seen words that don't belong 7:56 AM

okay,
after a very very long break(not exactly break!) from the computer,
i have finally returned to this seat!!

oooh!!!!!!
the computer sure is comfy!
=P

anyways.......
English: hahaha!! memories memories!!
Chinese: a total boredom and waste of time.
social studies: HALLELUJIAH!!!
history: a miracle. a VERY big miracle.
art: a total mess-up. but i will work hard for the real thing!
chemistry: a miracle by God too!
A-maths: a miracle that would pass. haha!
hahahahaa!!!!!!

this is like a trial run,
for the real thing.
a test of faith from God.
to show my faith for him!
hahhaha!!!
=)

Labels: i will not let Him down

i've seen words that don't belong 7:33 AM

i just read someone's journal...

and yeah,
she travels alot....

but i was just thinking,
would she miss her home?
look back at her little cozy house before she leaves for new life,
"i'll miss all of you."?

or even miss her friends,

her average live,

her strummings as she rests on her cozy couch at home?

i would if i were her,
to settle down and formerly call it home sweet home!

maybe i do not know her at all,
maybe she hates her home to her guts.

but i am sure deep within her,
she would want to call somewhere home sweet home?

wouldn't she?

Labels: a deep deep thought within me

i've seen words that don't belong 7:20 AM