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paint your love
the final score

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i'll betaking my time
take these chances and turn them around
because i cannot let myself regret again



SWEET HATRED

when it rains...

I want my world to be in clouds
i want this memories to be kept
this miracle will be locked
and no one will have to know



WAITING

ignorance

i'm not going anywhere



that's what you get

Sae
Beverley
muzi
3e2
syazwani
vincent
wei keat
adeline
gregory
Jian Hui
Ivy
Mrs Teo
tina
Sharyl
Jia Xuan
Jasmine
Shermin
Jearl
Gek Heong
Jocelyn
ferrone
Xiu Rong
ming hao
jing jie
licheng
lishan
kelly
coffee
Felicia
ChunHui
Xue Qun
Dickson



i wonder....

if heaven is beautiful...
if the world is so perfect...
if music notes are really black and not purpur...
if games really are fun...
if i forget everyone i know...
if i can stop saying "if".

i'm dreaming again

April 2009
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January 2010

i still try***

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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

today,
after school,
i stayed back to see muna actually in THICK make-up.



the foundations are exhausting,
but the results are pretty nice.
hahahha!!





jasmine put so many darn things on muna's face,
i lost count!!!
(ok, it's exaggerating, but it's still alot...)





the make-up is like from a japanese thing,
that umm, dark-skinned girls wear that kind of make-up.
(which is just riht for dear muna! hahaha!!!)
and most of the make-up is, well, white.
hahhahahaha.








it's overall nice laa,
but scary on photos.
=P

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i've seen words that don't belong 6:22 AM


Monday, June 29, 2009

i am getting crazy over paramore's song, "born for this"!!!
it is like an amazing song!!!
hahahha!!!
but the lyrics are hard to deciper...
and sooooooo....
















Oh no I just keep on falling
(Back to the same old…)
Where’s hope when misery comes crawling?
(oh my way-ay)
With your faith you’ll trigger a landslide
(victory)
To kill off this common sense of mine



It takes acquired minds to taste,
to taste, to taste this wine
You can’t down it with your eyes
So we don’t need the headlines
We don’t need the headlines
We just want…




(We want the airways back, we want the airways back)
Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?



Right now you’re the only reason
(I’m not letting go, oh…)
and im out if everyone’s worth pleasing
(wa ah)You’ll trigger a landslide
(Victory)
to kill off their finite state of mind




It takes acquired minds to taste,
to taste, to taste this wine
You can’t down it with your eyes
So we don’t need the headlines
No, we don’t want your headlines
We just want…




(We want the airways back, we want the airways)
Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure?






Alright, so you think you’re ready?
Ok, then you say this with me Go!
We were born for this
(We were born for this)


Alright, so you think you’re ready?
OK, then you say this with me Go!
We were born for this
(We were born for this)
We were born for this
(We were born for this)




We were born for
We were born for



Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure now?
Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?







We were born for this
We were born for this
We were born for this!!!!!













wooohoooo!!!
paramore is the best!!
hhahaha

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i've seen words that don't belong 6:16 AM


Sunday, June 28, 2009

warning: this girl is very very tired now!!!


















argh!!!
tomorrow, school officially starts!!!!
siansiansiansiansian!!!
hahhahaha!!!!


















school is not that bad larh...
it is just the waking up part.
and the homework part.
and the tests part...















okay,
basically the whole situation is plain bad!!
hahhahahahha!!!!




































oh man!!!!
i am like hyperventilating!!!!
thanks to the sim lim square a.k.a. sujun,
I FINALLY GOT ''BORN FOR THIS"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
hahhahahaha!!!








excited excited!!!












hahhaha!!!!





























but!!
O'LEVELS FIRST!!!!!
go go go!!!









and then,
freedom!
hahhahahaha!!







the word itself is so soothing!!
hahaha.......



































aw well,
toodles!!!







































F.Y.I.: listening to BORN FOR THIS.

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i've seen words that don't belong 5:46 AM


Saturday, June 27, 2009


Paramore's Joshua Neil Farro is so so so so cute!!!
hahaha!!!
but someone so cute 101% got girlfriend de laaa.
although i am cuter.
hahahhaa!!!
jkjk....
i think.
hahaha!!
oooh!!!
did i mention they are coming out their third album!!!
thanks to SIM SU JUN and her updated knowledge,
i found out the their new album is called " brand new eyes."
the name is somewhat wierd,
but i am sure it will be nice!!
hahahaha!!!
except the name has no link to the cover of the disc.
the picture is not out for grabs yet,
BUT i will be buying the disc!!
oooooh!!!
excited!
hahahahhaa!!!!!!!!
paramore, purple and taylor swift rocks!!!
(note: purple is a colour)
hahhahaha!!!
okay,
i shall leave the computer in the hands of my horrible sister,
who finds so bloody much time to find my facebook password,
and do not want to open one herself.
wierd, isn't she?
hahhaha!!!
aw wells...
toodles till tomorrow!!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 5:59 AM


Wednesday, June 24, 2009

oh, so sian.
the holidays are going to be OVER.
time to wake up damn early.
time to hear kelly talking and talking without understanding her.
time to see that pimpled-face jordan yeo.
time to do piles and piles of homework without knowing why.















but the good side is...
time to see wani, muna, jasmine, susuna and Gina!!!
hahahaha!!!









there is always a good side to bad news!
=P













and yet,
i just settled down with my holiday schedule!!
hahahhaa!!!












oh man!!
the O'levels are reaching....
i just pray that i can pass!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!





hahahha!!!















well,
i have someone sleeping over last night.
she's cute yar.
hahahaha!!













although i don't really know her...
i wonder why is she staying over?
i wonder who she is anyways.......































what???
she's my sister's friend,
not mine!!!
hahahhaa!!













but she's nice.
hahha!!!


































aw well...
back to nothing to do..........

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i've seen words that don't belong 10:35 PM


Saturday, June 20, 2009

oh man!!!
long time no here!!
hahahaha!!!





oh man,
my english broken sia.
i change now,
wait wait ah...




















okay,
i am all better.
hahahaha!
sorry for the no-updates for ages,
i was playing facebook games and reading books from the sale things.
hahaha!!!





busy busy!!!
















holidays are here!
aaaand yeah,
holidays are going too.
sigh.....























ooooh yeah!!!
father's day is tomorrow! (i think)








however,
church never fails to be first!
hahahhaa!!!




after all,
i never celebrate father's day........

















aw well,
the rest of the holidays will be immerged with homeworks and revision!











ahhhh!!
i so can't wait for this o'levels to end!!!
(however A'levels will follow up...!!!)

























toodles for now!!!!!!!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 12:40 AM


Friday, June 12, 2009

(warning: long post, again)











wow.
of all the camps i have went.
from NPCC to church camps,
among all of them,
including yucky NPCC camps,
this is the WORST camp i have went.












maybe i was not anointed enough,
or enthusiatic enough,
but i still have to say it is boring, useless(?) and more.































why this youth camp is so damn dumb?
1) only FOUR people turned up in our cell.
(i don't blame the rest, but seriously, four???)



2) my sister dear got a new friend so she kept leaving me out.
even felicia asked me why i did not want to go with her.
it is so darn obvious isn't it?





3) the games are... ummm... boring.
(it is the nicest word i can find)







4) the fright night should not be blindfolding.
that makes the whole darn thing plain and, well, fake.



5) the people there are so... unfriendly?
felicia's group are so much nicer!!!
looks like the saying is true:
the grass on the opposite fields always look greener.






6) they basically put us in the old school just so they can use the field to
make history.
it feels a little like they are using us to break world record.
and it's like every other camps in NPCC,
the sole reason for the camp is evolved around the camp fire.
i have to say,
the camp fire is nicer than average campfires.







7) but what i love most about church camps is that they do not have CHEERS.
and this camp they have ALOT.









8) the games are all in the trackfield.
and for the whole 3 days,
the weather is blazing hot.













the whole camp is so damn boring.
seriously.
you can call me crazy, evil, anti-social, whatever:
the camp will forever and always hold this fact: it is b-o-r-i-n-g.



























however,
what i am wondering is:
how come no one knows about paramore...







oooh!!!
the 9th reason for this camp to be boring is:
they do not have paramore!
sad.
hahaahahaha!











well,
like every camps,
i will detail my stay in paya lebar methodist girls'.

















day one:
i came in late.
art class.
the camp started off bad,
coz i missed ice-breaker.



the rest of the day was bleak.




fright night was awfully boring.
they blindfolded us,
like every other boring camps.
the reason why bukit timah camp for sec 3s was nice is because the nightwalk did not include blind-folding.



































day2:
i was under the damned sun for 2 whole hours.
TWO.
two cans of coke and 3 bottles of water was not enough to quench my thirst.





and someone is so selfish.
he kept taking and not giving.
even water he did not want to share.
and he keeps drinking mine.
he says that girls did not like to share water so he did not give me his,
so why the hell did he keep taking mine?
i queued so damn long for fruit punch,
and still sweet enough to fill 1/2 of my bottle so others can drink,
and he took HALF of that amount i had after drinking a full cup of punch.
arse-hole much?








the campfire was nice though.
i have to say.
strikeforce is amazing.
but it causes alot of bruises on felicia's kneecaps.
they had to lug onto a 5(?)kg drum and jump.
ouch.
chor lin, felicia and i talked till 1.30am.











day 3:
which is today.
i left at 7am.
when i left,
i was happy.
seriously happy.
like leaving jail cell.
and that feeling is only reserved for NPCC camps.






but underneath all the happiness,
i was a little down.
i did not really talk to my group members.
although i can see they do not really want to talk to me.
sad isn't it?
















but that's all.
and yay!!
i'm alive!
alive, in you i am so alive!
hahahahhahaha!!!
oooh!!
dinner time!!!!!!!
hahaha!

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i've seen words that don't belong 2:38 AM


Tuesday, June 9, 2009

ooooh!!
that's me!!!
i still don't know how that FELICIA even took it.
with me smiling into the camera!!!!!!!!!
oooh!
do i look like mona lisa?
hahahaha!!!
long black hair with the mysterious(hahaa!!!) smile??
hahahhaha!!!






aiya,
so sad.
my mother and father go malaysia.
and they totally left me alone in Singapore with my idiotic sister.
geeeeeeeeez.
so damn sad.
















oh man!!!!
tomorrow is the day!!!!!!!!!!!!
and yay!!!!
i got xinyi and kelly to go leh!!!
so damn happy!




but still worried....
what if i cannot fit in???
i am always the unfitted puzzle.
i don't want to be one over there too...........
sigh.........

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i've seen words that don't belong 1:04 AM


Monday, June 8, 2009

okay,
i kept forgetting to put all this on,
although it is one of the most times in my life!
hahahhaa!!!
enjoy the rare pictures!!!
(courtesy of Felicia Lee no Xue Er) smiles!! i took this so not inside...=(
this kid is unknown but damn cute!

the obscene picture of Xue en. Hehehe... he will be regretting him being my CGL...!


SMILE!!! although leg hurts.



chinhee took this i think... he was trembling lorr!!





CHEEEEEESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




THE OBSCENE PIC OF ME!! arrrgh!!


the day was fun!!!
we skated,
fall(two times-one on my butt, the second flat on the face)
ate by the ocean
and play TRUE OR DARE!!!
sadly,
no one wants dare,
so i decided to take it and sing shebang shebang by the park.
hahahhaha!!!!!!!!!
pai seh!!!!
then,
we went home and talk talk talk!!!!!!
so fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!































oh and the finale!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hold onto your seatbelts!!








hahahahahhahahahhhahahhahaha!!!!!!!!!








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i've seen words that don't belong 6:55 AM



aw man.
the pet society CRASHED!!!
it's like under maintenance.







and so,
i have to wait until friday to play it.






























oooh yeah!!!
wednesday is the camp!!!



however,
thanks to the classes in poly and ITE,
only a few of us is going.
=(




well,
the four-ios will be there.
hahaha!



let's see,
felicia, chinhee, chor lin and me.
and i cannot think of anyone else who is going.







oh how sad,
chinhee will be going the toilets and sleeping alone.
hahahaa!!



















aiya.
scared sia.
i keep asking myself if i can fit in or not.......
=/

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i've seen words that don't belong 5:25 AM


Sunday, June 7, 2009

he looks so damn hot.
damn damn damn hot!!!!!
his sharp features with this piercing eyes and slender body.
oh man.








he looks like a sex god.(learnt this from twilight!)
but totally.





aw well,
i will still never get a chance.
he's like a pierce of diamond while i am plastic.
sad isn't it?
hahaha!!!














anyways.
went off to causeway point for a "window" shopping.
however,
i ended up buying like 3 PANTS, 2 SHIRTS!!
oh man.
hahahaha!!!










but i felt totally blessed by God,
'cause despite how much we've spent,
and how long dad is taking off for the breaks,
we are still financially coping and all.
haha!!





God has blessed MY broken road!
=P





GUESS WHAT???
i bought my first eyeliner!!
hahahaha!!!





sounds seriously crazy right?
but it is my FIRST make-up stuff.
i am not much of a make-up freak,
and not allowed to be one.
hahahaha!!!





so happy yar?
=P




God is really blessing me and my family!
yay God!







haha!










aw well,
tomorrow is ART!
must work harder for the O'levels!!!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 5:41 AM


Wednesday, June 3, 2009

i have no idea why i am so heated up nowadays.
like a simple stare could get me comtemplating picking up a knife.
aargh!
help help!!
i don't want to be like that again!

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i've seen words that don't belong 7:03 AM



man!!!
i was researching halfway for roses when i spotted this picture!!
what a piece of art!!
so simple yet classical and beautiful.
oh man.
i don't care!!
one day i am going to drag my whole family or friends to paris!!!!
I DON'T CARE!!
hahahaha!!!
don't be scared if i pulled you there with me!
=D
hahahhaha!!
aw well.
carry on my research!!
GO GO GO!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 1:02 AM