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paint your love
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i'll betaking my time
take these chances and turn them around
because i cannot let myself regret again



SWEET HATRED

when it rains...

I want my world to be in clouds
i want this memories to be kept
this miracle will be locked
and no one will have to know



WAITING

ignorance

i'm not going anywhere



that's what you get

Sae
Beverley
muzi
3e2
syazwani
vincent
wei keat
adeline
gregory
Jian Hui
Ivy
Mrs Teo
tina
Sharyl
Jia Xuan
Jasmine
Shermin
Jearl
Gek Heong
Jocelyn
ferrone
Xiu Rong
ming hao
jing jie
licheng
lishan
kelly
coffee
Felicia
ChunHui
Xue Qun
Dickson



i wonder....

if heaven is beautiful...
if the world is so perfect...
if music notes are really black and not purpur...
if games really are fun...
if i forget everyone i know...
if i can stop saying "if".

i'm dreaming again

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i still try***

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

today's crazy day agenda.
one:
Wani will not be here for the investiture, art and class.
two:
apparently, but not surprisingly, sharyl too.
three:
jordan is sitting behind me now,
so the boomer box will be A LOT louder.
haha!
and wow,
he actually read the newspaper to find out that swine flu is a new flu from pigs.
how sweet....
*puke*
hahahha!!!!!















next, came the investiture rehersal.
all the secondary four boys went on a total riot.
they kept screaming and screaming.




the loudest was zheming.
and lucky me,
he was sitting behind me.
that is the crazy part.



















the guy beside,
his name escapes me,
kept going to any reflected place and 'style' his hair.
if you call pulling some strands of miserable hair styling,
then he's fine.
but since it's not,
yes, it's awfully ugly.
his shirt, not supposed to be tucked in, was.
and it made his legs so damn long and nerdy.
gross.
and the worse part was,
he thinks it is cool.
oh my.
humans are getting weirder and weirder.
haha.










































the investiture was kind of slow.
and i was nervous to go onstage as i have no idea what to do.
the guy beside me,
his name still escapes me,
said to zheming and indirectly to me,
scared for what. stupid lor.
but when the first roll of graduating councillors stood up,
he almost looked like he was going to pee in his pants.
coward much?
haha.













































well,
everything was going well,
until the video.
i am not, repeat, not insulting the video at all.
NOT.
but they used the wrong song.
according to because to you by kelly clarkson,
it's a sad song that one hurts another so badly,
the victim was very sad.
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid.
see.
it is like saying that we, the seniors, are hurting the juniors.
tsk tsk.
bad choice, bad choice.
hahahaha.





















































the buffet was the only thing that was okay.
hahaha.
art was a miracle.
truly.
because i just drew out an idea,
and it was a total success!!!
oh my!!!!!
hahahahah!!!
=)

























this is....... crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahhahahahahahhaha~~~~~~~
















































looks at today is not so bad after all...........

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i've seen words that don't belong 3:33 AM


Tuesday, April 28, 2009

today's basic chinese exam was just plain crap.
one,
it's totally useless.
two,
what makes one think that another could just take up a subject again after a long break from it?
it's like asking a 5 year old to rap.
three,
there was no situational writing.
well,
you have to choose composition and situational writing.
i had no idea about that.
so,
yeah, i was stupid enough to do both.
dumb.
haha!





















and so,
after the stupid exam,
(i am practically failing)
jasmine and i met Muna at Sumo's.





it's a nice japanese resturant that Muna fall in love with.
haha!
i love the ambience.
but it is a bad place for a first date.
there is too many waitresses hovering around like houseflies.
(yes, very annoying.)






















but before that,
i got to check jasmine's house first.
VERY beautiful.
the living room was... wow!
but the kitchen is in a mess.






jasmine's room is (surprisingly) small, boring and dull.
no offense,
but i was hoping for loud, messy and huge.
she does not even have a frame for her bed!
man!
hahaha!!!
but one thing's for sure,
it's her pad,
and she gets to hang out there.
































i envy her.
she knows exactly what she wants,
what she loves and what she hates.
and she has so much patience to do something,
she just shut herself out for it.
i like that.
i wish i could do that.













































so anyway,
the whole shopping trip was a success!
fun, exciting and shiok!
but, God forbids me to buy that darn tie!!!!
FYI: it's purple, aka fave color!
hahahaha!!!
maybe i should not.
i want to invest in a diary.
=)
but still,
i am afraid i might lose interest in it.
saddening.





i hate to reread my diaries.
i find them too childish and idiotic,
like my whole past is a mistake.
a sad sad mistake that i cannot erase.
=(










































well,
when we reached back school for POA,
dear Mrs Phua just ended the session.
we were just told at 1.15pm that POA starts at 1.30 instead of 2pm.
i was at fault though because i said,
we still have to go, no matter how late we are.
yes,
i should have shut my mouth.
haha!



but jasmine got to settle her O'levels thingie.
whatever it was, it's over and done with.
































i don't want to go home yet.
i had the urge to go out.
shop.
have fun.
hang out with jasmine and muna.
they're like drugs.
addictive.
hahaha!!





so we went to my house to get some money and research for the movies.
so muna got the chance to explore my house.
she said everything was fine but the lift was not.
i had no idea why.
she kept screaming when the door open.
she says it sounded like an explosion.
??
hahaha!!
even my brother said she is weirdly cute.









oh yeah,
my brother was home when we came.
they said he looks scary.
hahahah!!!
i thought so too.
=P





























we watched a movie.
17 again AGAIN!!
totally nice X2!!
i just cannot take my eyes off Zac efron when he dances with his wife,
who thinks he is her son's friend.
the way his greenish blue eyes caress her features as he embraced her...
oh my gosh.
i swore his eyes changes colours according to his mood.
hahahaha!!!

















splendid.
just splendid.




































but my mom was not happy about my outing schedule but everything worked out.
=)
but i think i will go overboard if i ask her to buy me the cool skirt i saw after the movies.
hahahahhaa!!!!







































aw well,
this is my confusing but totally fun day.





















































WISH ME LUCK FOR GETTING A DIARY!!!!!



i still miss him................

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i've seen words that don't belong 6:27 AM


Monday, April 27, 2009

well,
today's english exam was...
just plain fun?
(my hair is poking my beautiful eyes. ow.)


















i don't know,
composition is my game field.
but comprehension is my battlefield.
haha!
































so, back to the topic,
i have nothing to write about.


seriously.





first question: the ups and downs of a human
(or something like that)
it was not really my thing.
where is the action in there, man???
hahaha!





second question: write about an occasion where you said a comment about someone and regret.
one, it's a little weird. why would you regret saying something? just say it, kill it and get over with.
two, i might write out of point. and if i DO NOT write out of point, i am not chor may at all.

















so, i was stuck with the third question: forgiveness.
i shall not bore you on detailing my opinions for the next two questions.
hehe~~
but anyway.
i wrote it sincerely for my best gang in my life.























it features on:
WANI a.k.a. Wendaline.
i got this name out of my bestest book by sarah mlynowski!



MUNA a.k.a. Mural.
i love this name. it just came out of me!




SUSANA a.k.a. Suzanna
(i got this out of the comic book, Love For Venus.)



GINA a.k.a. Beryl
(i got totally inspired by her last name haha!)



and back grounds: jasmine!
well,
to be frank,
i did not see her and forgotten about her.



what???
she was sitting right at the back and i could not turn around at all!
sorry, jasmine!!!!!!!












i focussed more on Wani and me,
well, 'coz she's my greatest friend?!
hahahaha!!












i wrote that the whole clique had a conspiracy against me.
(i got inspired by paramore's conspiracy... PARAMORE RULES!)
and that i was so angry until i gave her a slap.
i knew i was wrong but i was dying to know the reason why.
in the end,
it was a surprise birthday party for me.
i apologised and there!
there is forgiveness!
my point written.
hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!














cheeeers~~~~


























the rest of the day was studying, studying and MORE studying.
































































to Chun Hui, my faithful fan: there. gor something to read already right? haha!

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i've seen words that don't belong 5:56 AM


Sunday, April 26, 2009

i am scared.
actually not i-am-gonna-die scared,
just, well, scared.
















i told myself, it's not the real thing so who cares?
but how come everytime the clock ticks,
my heart bounces?







and the worse part is,
i am studying like crazy for it!
haha!!




















i am so darn contradicting!

































another great example today is that,
today's service kind of sucks.






why did i say that?





one,
i was late for service.
two,
dear cell group leader is ignoring me again.
(seriously, his eyes literally glanced pass me like an empty hole)
three,
this asshole from my cell group totally shut me out when i asked him a question.
(i was trying to tell him that his zip's down, but he totally ignored me)
four,
i am the hell thinking about him.
HIM.
damn it.
DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigh...........
the fourth one is most torturing.









and well,
when my mom asked me if i enjoyed myself,
i said with mock enthusiam," totally!"
what a fake.













however, the preachings was a blast.
=)












































however,
the highlight of today will be,
(ta-da!)
ICHIBAN SUSHI!!!
a total woo-hoo!
i ate salmon, taro, octopus(yums) and other crazy stuff my mom and sis dare not touch.
and my mom finally entered a sushi resturant and yeah, she says it's cool.
haha!!!!
fun!!!!!!!!
















after eating,
i diligiently marched back home after dinner and study!
okay, i did a little window shopping,
but it's not my fault!
a girl has got to get some air to breathe!!!
hahahaha!!!



















































plus,
breakfast tomorrow: MUFFINS!!!
whoa.
the muffin lady even said "HI" from afar.
and know my fave muffins.
hahahahhaha!!!!!!!!
















































































aw well,
muffins rock!!!!!!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 5:48 AM



i just found out that many are sick...
well,
just two,
but...
TAKE CARE, BENNY AND FELICIA!!!!!!
hahahahhaha!!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 5:34 AM


Saturday, April 25, 2009

well,
today was a typical start-your-engine-for-exams day.
i woke up at 8.30am for the start of my revision day.
















then,
took a bath,
(it's kind of nice as the morning was like an oven!!!)
then start on english!
it was a fine start.



















everything was going good.






















i even took an hour(became two hours) break.
hahahahahhaha!!!
i made this new blog!
=P

























however i still had to study for social studies...
however,
I MADE IT TO GO TO BOOK 2!!!!!
hahahahahhaha!!!!!!!!
































i am damn exhausted now.......
=(


























































i like to end by asking God to help me bless the exams!
Amen!

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i've seen words that don't belong 5:55 AM


Friday, April 24, 2009




if only she were to come to singapore!!
hahahhahhaa!!!
crazy over paramore with TAYLOR SIM!!!!!


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i've seen words that don't belong 11:09 PM



yay!!!
this is my new blog!!
and so...
enjoy!!!
keep tuning in!
hahahahaha!!

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i've seen words that don't belong 11:08 PM



this is my new blog.
well,
basically,
i am chor may.
the sweetest girl the world can find.
i love to read and hope to be a famous novelist or something like that.
oh yeah.
look out, world!!!!

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