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paint your love
the final score

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i'll betaking my time
take these chances and turn them around
because i cannot let myself regret again



SWEET HATRED

when it rains...

I want my world to be in clouds
i want this memories to be kept
this miracle will be locked
and no one will have to know



WAITING

ignorance

i'm not going anywhere



that's what you get

Sae
Beverley
muzi
3e2
syazwani
vincent
wei keat
adeline
gregory
Jian Hui
Ivy
Mrs Teo
tina
Sharyl
Jia Xuan
Jasmine
Shermin
Jearl
Gek Heong
Jocelyn
ferrone
Xiu Rong
ming hao
jing jie
licheng
lishan
kelly
coffee
Felicia
ChunHui
Xue Qun
Dickson



i wonder....

if heaven is beautiful...
if the world is so perfect...
if music notes are really black and not purpur...
if games really are fun...
if i forget everyone i know...
if i can stop saying "if".

i'm dreaming again

April 2009
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January 2010

i still try***

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

today's basic chinese exam was just plain crap.
one,
it's totally useless.
two,
what makes one think that another could just take up a subject again after a long break from it?
it's like asking a 5 year old to rap.
three,
there was no situational writing.
well,
you have to choose composition and situational writing.
i had no idea about that.
so,
yeah, i was stupid enough to do both.
dumb.
haha!





















and so,
after the stupid exam,
(i am practically failing)
jasmine and i met Muna at Sumo's.





it's a nice japanese resturant that Muna fall in love with.
haha!
i love the ambience.
but it is a bad place for a first date.
there is too many waitresses hovering around like houseflies.
(yes, very annoying.)






















but before that,
i got to check jasmine's house first.
VERY beautiful.
the living room was... wow!
but the kitchen is in a mess.






jasmine's room is (surprisingly) small, boring and dull.
no offense,
but i was hoping for loud, messy and huge.
she does not even have a frame for her bed!
man!
hahaha!!!
but one thing's for sure,
it's her pad,
and she gets to hang out there.
































i envy her.
she knows exactly what she wants,
what she loves and what she hates.
and she has so much patience to do something,
she just shut herself out for it.
i like that.
i wish i could do that.













































so anyway,
the whole shopping trip was a success!
fun, exciting and shiok!
but, God forbids me to buy that darn tie!!!!
FYI: it's purple, aka fave color!
hahahaha!!!
maybe i should not.
i want to invest in a diary.
=)
but still,
i am afraid i might lose interest in it.
saddening.





i hate to reread my diaries.
i find them too childish and idiotic,
like my whole past is a mistake.
a sad sad mistake that i cannot erase.
=(










































well,
when we reached back school for POA,
dear Mrs Phua just ended the session.
we were just told at 1.15pm that POA starts at 1.30 instead of 2pm.
i was at fault though because i said,
we still have to go, no matter how late we are.
yes,
i should have shut my mouth.
haha!



but jasmine got to settle her O'levels thingie.
whatever it was, it's over and done with.
































i don't want to go home yet.
i had the urge to go out.
shop.
have fun.
hang out with jasmine and muna.
they're like drugs.
addictive.
hahaha!!





so we went to my house to get some money and research for the movies.
so muna got the chance to explore my house.
she said everything was fine but the lift was not.
i had no idea why.
she kept screaming when the door open.
she says it sounded like an explosion.
??
hahaha!!
even my brother said she is weirdly cute.









oh yeah,
my brother was home when we came.
they said he looks scary.
hahahah!!!
i thought so too.
=P





























we watched a movie.
17 again AGAIN!!
totally nice X2!!
i just cannot take my eyes off Zac efron when he dances with his wife,
who thinks he is her son's friend.
the way his greenish blue eyes caress her features as he embraced her...
oh my gosh.
i swore his eyes changes colours according to his mood.
hahahaha!!!

















splendid.
just splendid.




































but my mom was not happy about my outing schedule but everything worked out.
=)
but i think i will go overboard if i ask her to buy me the cool skirt i saw after the movies.
hahahahhaa!!!!







































aw well,
this is my confusing but totally fun day.





















































WISH ME LUCK FOR GETTING A DIARY!!!!!



i still miss him................

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