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paint your love
the final score

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i'll betaking my time
take these chances and turn them around
because i cannot let myself regret again



SWEET HATRED

when it rains...

I want my world to be in clouds
i want this memories to be kept
this miracle will be locked
and no one will have to know



WAITING

ignorance

i'm not going anywhere



that's what you get

Sae
Beverley
muzi
3e2
syazwani
vincent
wei keat
adeline
gregory
Jian Hui
Ivy
Mrs Teo
tina
Sharyl
Jia Xuan
Jasmine
Shermin
Jearl
Gek Heong
Jocelyn
ferrone
Xiu Rong
ming hao
jing jie
licheng
lishan
kelly
coffee
Felicia
ChunHui
Xue Qun
Dickson



i wonder....

if heaven is beautiful...
if the world is so perfect...
if music notes are really black and not purpur...
if games really are fun...
if i forget everyone i know...
if i can stop saying "if".

i'm dreaming again

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January 2010

i still try***

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Friday, July 24, 2009

oh great.
this new art teacher apparently told me that most of my boards,
practically all,
are not linked at all....
my heart literally broke.



and at that instant,
i almost gave up trying.
trying to win.
trying be better than this.
this.



i just want to....
to lose all the way.
but i can't.
and i won't.
but however much i pray for change,
i still feel the same.
ugly.






wani says it is not it,
that what i interpreted about the teacher was wrong.
then how come i have this throbbing feeling in my heart,
that what i interpreted was right........



then i am right after all.
i am ugly.



she is not me.
she's smart, quick, good at almost everything...
but i am not.
i'm fat.
i'm dumb.
i'm everything a girl don't want to be.
i'm it.



i'm such a failure......

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