wow.
i really have to thank God for this!



today,
i actually drew finish the whole canvas,
note: it is a little bigger than a huge window pane.
and yes,
it took me one and half hour,
adding the screaming and tears when i went out of shape.





and dear ms yvonne said i must redo again...
and not only that,
redo it on a very small canvas.
well,
i want mine paranoma shape(rectangle) but she wanted it square!!!!
i was frustrated,
seriously not knowing what to do!




i prayed for help,
and clearly,
it was not working!


just then,
junfa came,
his presence so silent,
i did not notice him.
and when i did,
i told him my frustration and sadness,
(it's very long, ok?),
and he listened!




okay,
i don't know if he actually did,
but he sat there to.
and that was nice.
=)


and he told me,"do it."
and yeah, i did.
i was motivated, suddenly.
over nothing.




and then,
i found out.
God listened to my prayer and helped me get help!
yes!!!
hahahahhaa!!!!





and he made dear old GOH JUNFA to help poor old me!
hahaha!!!

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